whatawaytoburn: ([Cats] TIltycat)
I need to get more Otep. They are very Lost and Torn and I'm kind of in the mood for that kind of dark right now.

I can also knit to them really easily which is nice. I need more music can knit to.

There will be a tally later tonight because i have definitely written stuff and I keep meaning to make a post linking to all of my <[community profile] origfic_bingo cards but that's in [community profile] timeisastory

I think we are going to a movie tonight which is exciting. I don't know what we're going to see but probably one of the horror films that's currently out. I think I'm going to go to the Dollar Tree too and pick up some decorations. It will be pleasing.

I keep meaning to paint my nails because right now they are long and would look nice painted, I just keep failing. I think I might give it a try after I finish my last fic for bingo tonight.

I think there is going to be a music begging post sometime soon. I want new music and I want to hit up the rlist and see what y'all have, so yes. I shall do that either tonight or tomorrow.

And I think I've run out of things to say. Time to go back to writing.
whatawaytoburn: ([Words] Make it though the year)
Okay, I know I'm really behind on commenting and things but there was another five day hospital stay and I didn't have any internet.

I'm all right, I'm home now and nothing happened but I needed to go back. It was not fun but I'm hopefully better now that they've changed my meds and I should be in somewhat decent working order.

Things Nina will accomplish today:
- Catching up on comments. I have a fair few to get to but I don't mind because everyone is just lovely and having all those comments to come back to was very nice indeed.
- Catch up on LJ/DW, though if you have anything that you really think I ought to see, linking me in the comments would be awesome.
- Write. I've been having the burning urge to write all week and at the hospital they didn't give you notebooks, only unlined paper that was three hole punched and strung together.
- Start knitting again. I remember how to do it, I think,s o I might try and get that started while Sofu isn't home. If not, i"m waiting for her and then starting so I can flail about how I'm doing this wrong.
- Paint my nails. They need new varnish desperately.
- Make my various doctor appointments.
- Clean my room. It needs to be picked up and I am looking forward to laying down in my bed tonight and passing right the fuck out.

And i think that is all I need to do today, some of these things will be easier than others but I shall try my best to get everything done!
whatawaytoburn: ([Cats] Default)
Words: 1082
Words for the week: 54859
What's been written: Lots anbd lots of bingo prompts
Reason for stopping: Drowsiness is starting to eat my brain

Noise quality: My pretty playlist. It's been easy to write when I have pretty noise
Time I woke up: some time around eleven thirsty or so, which is impressive since I didn't go to sleep until five or so.
Amount of Caffeine had: about three cups of coffee and lots of chocolate covered espresso bits.
Things that should be getting done instead of writing: Stitching, which I've been doing on and off anyway, writing down my emotions and probably cleaning up my living space.

I have an appointment tomorrow with a woman from my group therapy. I don't know what we'll talk about but I expect I['ll probably be going five times a week after the hospital. I'm also hoping that she's going to tell me a little about the program my mother wants me to do.

I am learning how to knit! I started a scarf last night in the wee hours of the evening and I am still working on it. When I have actually made more than a line and a half, there will be picture.s. I am very excited.

I have been writing like a demon for [community profile] origfic_bingo which has been really nice. Tomorrow I'm probably going to try and do a more creative line, that way I'm not spamming the comm with my silly writings.

So yes, that's been my life the past day or so. Not that exciting but I'm okay with that.
whatawaytoburn: ([Coffee] Beans)
I'm trying to tell myself I don't need to write anymore but my brain won't listen. I'm kind of tired but don't feel much like sleeping, so I think I'm going to do this and then probably write some more, either for a Bingo or for prompts that I still owe, I'm not sure yet.

We moved my living room around and it's much more homey now. I can't wait to curl up there when no one is ho0me and exist.

I went and got my hair cut and bought yarn and knitting needles today. I'm going to start working on that tomorrow, I think. We're also finally getting the jewelry stuff from my aunt tomorrow so that is very exciting.

My brain has been going back and forth between behaving and not. It makes me a little uneasy but I'm trying not to think about it. I think I'm going to just keep writing until everything settles properly.
whatawaytoburn: (Default)
I've failed at updating recently but I am going to try and get back into the swing of it. I really want to try and update once a day as a personal log of what's going on because I know my memory is fail and I'd really like to have something to look back on.

Sol yes, updating every day should happen.

We're going out to buy knitting needles later. Sofu plans on teaching me how to do that tonight. I have no complaints since, at the moment, I can't really do anything else with beading. My aunt is doing her best when it comes to getting materials together but there's so much stuff she needs to clear out of the house that she's just finding hte stuff in bits and pieces.

I've gone online though and gathered up tutorials so I'm pleased about that. Hopefully I'll get the actual supplies in the next few weeks and I can start working on that properly.

Group has been kind of stressful simply because my mental state has not been the greatest. I went yesterday and couldn't manage to stay the entire time because my anxiety kicked in. That...was not thrilling. I wound up walking around the place just waiting to go home and then I didn't mange to get back until about an hour afterward. It was just not the best day.

Today I had to get up and go to a psychologist. I don't mind him, he seems like he'll be vaguely useful and I go back in two weeks. I also see my psychiatrist this next Tuesday and that's not a terrible thing. The meds are doing okay, I'm just sleeping a lot. I went to bed before twelve last night, slept until about seven this morning, came home at ten and then slept until two and I could still take a nap. I know that I need to wait for my body to adjust to the me ds, it's just irritating because my motivation to do things gets switched over to wanting to do nothing but sleep.

And that was a lot of rambling. Sorry. I am going to get some coffee, hop in the shower and then try and tackle my tags before I need to take my drugs for the night. *crosses fingers and hopes for good brain function*

Writing meme day five, six and seven )
whatawaytoburn: (Default)
The sky was pink a few minutes ago and it was lovely I love when the sky takes on those hues in the evening.

My evaluation yesterday went wellish. I'm going to be in group but I don't know how long that lasts. They say that I should at least try it because if not, I'm going to need to find a new way to do transportation if I can't (I'm depending on their getting me to and from my house and they only do that if you're in group sessions. I don't know. Blah).

So yes, that starts up on monday.

I got my beads in yesterday and that was very pleasing. I woke up from a nap to find them on my doorstep and that was really cheering. I keep meaning to pair them with charms, I just never get around to it. I'm probably going to move into the living room in the next couple of days and then do it on the black table, that way i can see everything better (the table I am at now is glass).

And to wrap everything up, a meme that vaguely amuses me because it means I will flail about on camera.

Ask me a question! Any question (or questions, if you're the nosy type! Or maybe give me a request- anything! Within reason, I'll do it/answer it. On camera.
whatawaytoburn: (DW: Eleven)
Things to do today:
- Rearrange the office [done]
- Go to Walmart for bins [ ]
- Talk to Yaya about beads and gewlerythings [started]
- Go through old clothes for useful fabric [started]
- Archive all the fics that have been written on the prompt post [ ]
- Respond to more prompts [started]
- Go post/tag into the Rift [ ]

My brain keeps misbehaving and not letting me do organizational things but it seems to be working pretty well when it comes to writing, so I'm doing a lot of that as of that. I also have been poking craft ideas with a stick but those are only vaguely interesting.

I think I need to go to the mall with Sofu later and I'm not thrilled by it but I might look for something that makes me feel good, I don't know.

I, at the very least, need to get a new set of heasphones because the ones I have are dying. I also think that I'm going to be more inclined to watch the shows I have tormented when I can do them with headphones.

Which reminds me, I should go torrent Sherlock. I'm going to get that started in a second.

I'm still taking music and movie/TV recs by the way, probably even more than before. I'll need good noise and sounds while I do crafts and get back in touch with sanity


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Screaming loud enough to turn back the wind.

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